Return to Normalcy

Why do I am so feelingless? I mean nothing at all is evoking any kind of response in me...Just like going on for some reason...I mean I keep feeling so damn weird. Haven;'t even unpacked as yet. Am going to college also but there is nothing interesting or new happening neither do I wanna take interest in whats happening...Damn..... I am so bloody confused about every single thing in life. It's as if nothing is concrete and everything around me is so mushy, gooey stuff and I am swimming aimlessly in it. Why is it so difficult to find something that you are really interested in and enjoy doing? I mean it's as if I am jack of all trades but master of none... I lose interest so easily in anything... Agreed its restlessness that makes a person 'alive' and 'kicking' but soo much of restlessness?? I have no clue about myself and about my life. God I am such a pathetic sob story man.... God alone help me!