Talk Of Ordeal

For people like me who don’t know what to do with themselves, to live each day without knowing what to do or how to go about knowing what you want from your life is such an ORDEAL.

For the past one and a half year, since me finished my undergrad studies, have been soul searching, trying to find out doing what makes me happy and am still clueless. Did a few odd jobs. Am still doing. BTW, got another one in the same series, as an admin manager. Better than sitting at home and doing absolutely nothing, falling into perils of idleness and boredom.(*finally*)

And also, why is it that when you want opportunities to come your way, they forget your door??
Now that I want to get back to academics, something or the other keeps coming in the way.(*hmmmphf*)

I have played with many options. But either I am trying too hard or am not trying at all.(*aargggh*)
Too much choice is sometimes not great especially for indecisive characters.(*hint*)

So anyway, must look at doing more meaningful soul research and find something worthwhile to do with myself.

Life’s a mixed bag. Whatever you pick, you never like and what is not there in the bag is what you always long for.

With these words of wisdom, people of the blogsphere, the wild child signs off.